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The following are some of the emails I have received from My slaves about our

past encounters:

Dec. 2007 From toilet tony:                                                                                                                     

toilet tony must be further humiliated here because he had failed to finish all the doggy bags during the time 

of our recent session.

Dear  DOMINA NIA,

i wanted YOU to know how much i enjoyed meeting YOU and  serving YOU as YOUR full toilet for the

first time in early December, 2007.  It was like having the most desired Christmas present a few weeks 

early. 

i  keep thinking about how YOU ordered me to be on my knees, naked, and then to blindfold myself after

opening the door. When YOU entered the room YOU placed  the bag  with four of YOUR doggy bags under

my nose while you went to the other room. YOUR shit smelled incredibly strong  and delicious. i felt so

honored and simultaneously  degraded (they constitute a synonymous condition when serving YOU). 

 
When  YOU came out in YOUR latex outfit, and i was permitted  to see, i was overwhelmed. YOU'RE so

incredibly beautiful and fit. 

When YOU called Master Mike to come and observe my degradation i was  put in a state of anxiety not

knowing what would transpire when He arrived.  YOU had me take the doggy bags out of the bag and 

stack them.

YOU had originally planned to start by having me eat them  before the live, direct feeding but nature

called.  YOU tied me up in body bondage and laid me on the floor.  Then, citing YOUR urgency,  YOU

delivered a large load of the  wedding feast YOU  had eaten the night  before. i correctly guessed that

shrimp had been part of YOUR diet, and YOU said that calamari had been too. It was so delicious to eat. 

The remains of the shrimp and calamari were like bursting grapes  in my mouth. YOUR shit was delicious. 

A true seafood  gourmand's delight.


When Master Mike arrived, I felt humiliated being naked, bound and lying on the floor with shit in my

mouth in the  presence of You and a Master.  It instantly verified my inferiority as a mere shit eating slave.

Master Mike was enormously  interested in watching YOU  feed me one of the doggy bags.  i immediately

guessed that it was meat of some kind because it still had  the texture and flavor of meat. i knew it was

YOUR old shit that i  was  eating, but that made no difference as i would do anything to degrade myself

for YOUR amusement.

Master Mike was amazed that  i kept a hard on the whole time that i was eating YOUR shit.  (It came as

no surprise to me!). Both YOU and Master Mike took photos of me eating and being fed YOUR shit.  I felt

so totally degraded  knowing that these photos verified my status as a mere shit eating slave who serves

for the amusement of his Betters. Your mutual laughter as You both took the photos confirmed my feelings.

                                        


YOU were  very enthusiastic about my service until i vomited up YOUR shit. i was so  disappointed and i

realized that i had failed YOU miserably.  i had  also blown any chance to become "toilet of the Month". 

 
YOU released  me from my bondage and brutally used YOUR strap -on. on me while Master Mike watched. 

i was incredibly humiliated to have a Master watching my degradation as YOU fucked me up the ass hard

as YOU wanted and without regard for my comfort. i felt YOUR total control over me and YOUR total

contempt for me.  i knew i was just a lowlife slut, a full toilet slave who served for YOUR whims for

YOUR amusement and YOUR pleasure.  i  knew that YOU loved to show off YOUR power to YOUR

friends so they and YOU could  laugh at my pathetic position in YOUR life.

When Master  Mike had to leave YOU wouldn't even let me kiss his boots because i had had shit in my

mouth. Then, YOU told me to lick up the vomited shit.  It was the most degrading thing  i've ever done,

but i did it because i wanted to regain some stature in  YOUR eyes.


How paradoxical!  Eating vomited shit in order  to increase one's stature!   The texture was liquidy and it

was  cold. i could feel  it on my nose, mouth and chin as i licked it up  with my tongue.   i did the best i

could.  my nose, mouth  and chin were covered with the shit.  Then YOU took more photos of me with

YOUR vomited shit all over my face. YOU even showed me the images on the camera's screen so that i

could see proof positive how i had served YOU just a moment before, how i was a mere beshitted full toilet

slave who willingly defiled himself for YOUR amusement. 

                                


i know i failed YOU as a full toilet slave.  My performance was terrible  and i ever so humbly and

regretfully apologize for such lousy performance, but i am hoping to redeem myself by consuming more of

YOUR shit the next time i'm  lucky enough to serve YOU.

i did finish the  remaining doggy bags at home over the next two nights accompanied by my own  urine. They

had become very runny after having been frozen  and defrosted several times.  But i ate them picturing

YOU  standing over me and loving the  scene of my eating YOUR  shit.

my goal is to one day be YOUR Toilet of the Month.  YOU are so  beautiful a
nd commanding that i can't

wait to  serve YOU again as YOUR full  toilet slave.  i am so appreciative to have had a chance to serve 

YOU. i've learned  from my mistakes and promise  to be a better shit  eating slave for YOU in the future. 

i want so badly for that to  come  true, DOMINA. 

 

i beg YOU to let  me  serve YOU again DOMINA NIA  and try toachieve the status of "Toilet of the Month".

submissively  YOURS.
toilet tony

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From matilda:

Mistress Nia,

I enjoyed our session together very much and aside from a black eye and some facial bruises I am not too

much the worse for wear. I now know there are women who can truly kick my ass and make me cower in

fear.

Humbly and Completely Yours,

matilda

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From toilet phil -#1:

Dearest Domina Nia,

How can i thank You? You have managed to get reactions from me that i have never had before, driven me

to tears, made me cry out like i have never cried before and driven me to a point so out of my realm of

experience that i had to use Your safe word- not once, but twice. And You fed me once again...and i wish

to please and amuse You so that eating it all was vitally important . I was terrified when some

overbalanced from my face that You might take offence. Thank You for not feeling insulted as this was not

meant. Thank You also for letting me have my eyes open and adding one more element to the degradation

that You give me.

You are utterly unique. You seem so joyous about the distress You cause. I am so overwhelmed by Your

generosity, in that the session does not end once you dismiss me. Both times You have seen me, You have

planted little time bombs that go off way after the fact. My journey home tonight was the most humiliating,

degrading and hideous suffering that i have encountered.

Domina Nia, I stopped to wipe my face with the snow before getting on the subway. i admit this to You,

in order that You might know the fear i felt. i checked my face in a store window , and all looked ok. i

knew that i would be carrying the smell of You, but thought at least i might be able to look like a normal

person. i got on the very front car- having already let one train that was too full pass- and stood in the

doorway. People began to move away from me immediately, but i did not look up, just buried my face in the

newspaper.

The true horror of my ride was revealed when i got home and ran for the bathroom( an advantage of bad

weather is that nobody asks why you run straight for the bathroom). i closed the door and looked into the

mirror and saw the extent of Your spreading. I was mortified. Stunned. i stood staring at myself for

minutes, just repeating," Oh no", over and over. i couldn't believe that You had sent me away in this state,

that You had so completely disassembled me.

Domina, this is truly the worse thing that has ever been visited on me by a Mistress. The entire session was

an horrific dream, but so incredibly wonderfully so. Another time bomb...when i went to use the "white

thing", my 'cunt' burned from Your administrations ( and from the mineral ice, which, incidentally, leaked

from my 'cunt' all the way home- so much so, that i had to find one of my wife's tampons to calm the

leakage).

i apologize if this email is too long. Please let me know and i will try to be more succinct in the future, i

also apologize for the state of my 'cunt'- i was so embarrassed that it was in such a dirty state. i have

since douched again, and precious little was in there, Domina Nia. All i can think is that You went very

deep.

i hope that me being such a big pussy was not a bore to You and that You might see me again. i also must

ask You if You mind if i use the package You sent me home with to...er, play with?

i hope to hear from You soon, and once again give You my immense gratitude for reducing me to this state,

reducing me to begging me in such an effortless and matter-of-fact manner.

toilet phil

From toilet phil -#2:

Dear Domina Nia,

Thank You again for seeing me yesterday, and for Your permission to play with the package, i had a great

deal of fun with it today and enjoyed and utilized its contents to the maximum.

Thank You also for the time bombs which continue to go off at completely unforseen moments.

i hope to see You again soon.

toilet phil

From toilet phil -#3:

Dear Domina Nia,

Thank You for seeing me again yesterday. i am sorry to have been such a big pussy, and sincerely hope that

You still managed to enjoy Yourself despite me. You are a truly wonderful Woman and deserve much more

satisfaction from Your torture than i was able to give yesterday.

i did as you said and waited til i was out of Your building before the first explosion happened. While it

felt wonderful to release the pressure, i was also horrified about the journey home. The walk to the subway

was tortuous accompanied by loud gas and another smaller release. i had to leave the train twice to further

expel Your enema, and was mortified to be accosted by a neighbor on the walk home. Last night, i finished

the remains of the doggy bag, but this was much harder to do than when You fed me. how humiliating that

was. i love being a toilet to You, Domina Nia, and wish that i could be this more often. i hope that my

necessity to leave quickly was not an insult to You, but i figure that the greater insult would be to vacate

myself in Your presence after You had told me that i wasn't allowed to.

Domina Nia, i hope You would still consider using me again even after my poor performance yesterday.

Thank You again for another wonderful and horrifying appointment and especially for allowing me to inhale

Your beautiful scent at such close quarters.

toilet phil

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From slave john

My Supreme Mistress Nia,

i hope the story was to Your liking. The bruises and marks that you have placed upon my body are growing

uglier and uglier. my jaw developed a bruise and i am still having trouble hearing, it is getting better. i am

such a twisted fuck, i found myself thinking about the suspension over and over.

Thank You Supreme Mistress Nia for allowing me Your time.

slave john

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From slave "a"  ( July '05)   ( see pic on "EXTREME CORPORAL" page )

Dear Mistress Domina Nia,
 
It is a great honour to appear on your web-site (slave a, July 27th); the pictures are amazing; you are both

true artists and I am extremely grateful for your time and attention. You should see the colours now: they

are quite remarkable!!

Thank you so much for your time; it was a pleasure to meet you;

From the moment you came in, i was aware of the power  you had; i loved your boots. i loved the power of

your whip, the  pain and bite of the cuts; my only regret is that I begged you to stop when I did... I feel I

failed you by becoming such a pussy that you agreed not to go on  longer...I love the thought of serving you

more; of your forcing  me through pain to achieve ever more pleasure for my Mistress (and anyone else  you

might require me to pleasure). I hope you might ask me to see you again, in New York, London or anywhere,

and that you and my Mistress might take me, humiliate me, own me as your possession and allow me nothing

more than  to worship you fully and in complete slavery...


 

your humble servant,

slave a.

 

                                                   

 

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